01/10/12

people think they know you. they think they know how you're handling a situation. but the truth is, no one knows. nobody knows what happens after you leave them, when you're laying in bed or sitting over breakfast alone and all you wanna do is cry/scream. they don't know whats going on inside your head - the mind numbing cocktail of anger and sadness/guilt. this isn't their fault. they just don't know. and so they pretend and they say you're doing great when you're really not. and this, this is what makes everyone feel better -- everyone but me.