6/08/12

i miss you in my sleep

i miss you in my shower

i miss you gently dreaming next to me

i miss you on long drives

i miss you in every melody & every time i sing

i miss you when i wake (from dreams in which you never appear)

i miss you when you're close enough to touch (but always out of reach)

i miss you when you smile & silently stare into me

i miss you when i drink coffee & every time our song plays

most of all, i miss the minute before we met, before that opened door

i miss the ground under my feet, because that night, you ruined me,

no, this is not a love poem - because i hate you for making me fall completely, uninhibitedly foolishly in love with you, all the well knowing you'd never love me back.