01/10/12

i never wanted to say it.
constantly telling myself not too,
so why when he said it, my heart stopped
and all i could do was smile
timing?

01/10/12

people think they know you. they think they know how you're handling a situation. but the truth is, no one knows. nobody knows what happens after you leave them, when you're laying in bed or sitting over breakfast alone and all you wanna do is cry/scream. they don't know whats going on inside your head - the mind numbing cocktail of anger and sadness/guilt. this isn't their fault. they just don't know. and so they pretend and they say you're doing great when you're really not. and this, this is what makes everyone feel better -- everyone but me.

20/08/12

My demons,
Though quiet,
Are never silenced.

Calm as they may be,
They wait patiently
For a reason to wake
Take an overdue breath
And crawl back into my ear.

20/08/12

Two years today since I last saw your face.. I miss you.

20/08/12

My wish for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big and your worries stay small. Remember, you never need to carry more than you can hold.

11/08/12

Even though i'm pretty sure i'm over you, every time someone says your name, my head tuns right towards them. It's like every time i hear it, i think of all we could have had and all that could have happened, but didn't.

07/08/12

Today i am sad. I am sad because i miss you.